Two years ago today. I wanted badly to share some words/thoughts something/anything positive but my heart can’t bare it. So much healing still to be done….
Keep on.
My heart and my home.
Pressed reset this morning or last night rather when I forced myself to go to bed early instead of burning the midnight oil (again). Woke up earlier than normal and this day has been fantastic as a result.
Yesterday we played at the farm. I planted some tomatoes and green beans just in time for today’s rain. These little things like the salamander I unearthed center me and make me grateful for all I’ve been given.
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Green smoothie recipe b/c it’s a main food group for us these days.
handful of spinach
1 frozen banana cut into pieces
1 handful frozen strawberries
1 cup coconut milk or more if needed
I also add some vitamin C powder and a powdered nutritional supplement for a boost
blend till smooth
Today’s inspiration:
*blessed weekend friends
Asheville
Asheville for the win. I absolutely adore this city! Lucky to have family close which is second best to moving myself (would in a heartbeat).
We had lunch at Farm Burger and walked around Masts General Store. My favorite stops however were the French Broad Chocolate Lounge (for the best liquid truffle of my life) visiting with Hannah Ferrara and then seeing her lovely home studio. I contacted her because I’ve been drooling over her work for some time. I had no idea the treat I was in for… Beautiful kindred spirit and was absolutely blessed by our visits.
I suspect I’ll be back soon Asheville (be warned)
Solace of the mountain wilderness + comfort of friends
Bad weather camping turned luxury cabin retreat?! We’re loved beyond words and home now feeling full and blessed.
xo
-b
ps Here’s to wishing you all rest and solace in this changing season.
LOVE
*lucky
Late(ly)
This month I’m finding is hard to sum up in words. So many extremes its been difficult to process effectively. I imagine more clarity will come hindsight.
I’ve jumped on board a few new projects one of which landed me in NYC for a whirlwind two days. Ill be anxious to share details on what that involved at a later time.
There’s much swirling in my brain box right now. Feels like another season of change is upon me (in more ways then one). I’ve found lately as I’m taking steps back from my farm responsibilities and letting go of things I’ve been clinging to, there’s a sense of relief. A feeling of questioning everything and reevaluating the things I do know for certain. Realizing and accepting what’s practical and good for this season rather than resenting what I can’t conveniently have/do? Life changing (literally).
Currently feeling inspired by – strength in nature / clean lines / bold words / empty/blank spaces / good design / travel memories
*what are you inspired by this season?
Birthday Boy
Celebrating Tristan and the official LEGO age! April 13, 2008 the day I became a mom. At my home when they handed me this 8lb 4oz perfect little being I squealed through tears of joy “IT’S A BOY!”. I was delighted beyond words and cant think of a better way to describe the way I feel about this growing little boy. That was the best day of my life.
Tristan you’re a joy beyond words. We’re all better for knowing you. You’re strong and thoughtful and so very patient with my rough way of navigating through parenting. Thank you for being you and know you’re loved and will always be loved exactly for who you are.
My favorite moment during the party was seeing Collins reaction to the superhero LEGO set. It was like he couldn’t believe his two favorite things were in the same box! Tristan asked for a “big rainbow cake” and we filled mason jars with candy for each child to take home. So much fun celebrating.
Here’s a letter I wrote some time ago on Tumblr. We haven’t went for that haircut yet (mainly because my heart can’t take it) but I imagine at least a trim is in the near future. World be warned!
GOOD night.
Couldn’t ask for more.
Spring.
Organizing / starting seedlings / planting / foraging / cleaning / picnicking (in the yurt) / inspired by this lady to start drinking ACV (apple cider vinegar) with a little honey and hot water.
Training.
Tristan has recently taken an interest in photography. I reluctantly handed him my Canon the other day (after much begging) to find that evening many wonderful images through his eyes. Beautiful what our children can teach us, huh? Love that little man.
