Up and down

These days are really getting me, one day I’ll be ready to post my recent excitement over budding plants and plentiful fresh milk and the next I’m in tears over lost tomato plants. It’s hard to keep up with the work but mostly the emotion that comes with investing so much in such unpredictable things like the weather. I’m tired today and hardly the energy to write but this is part of it right? Part of the journey to learning and growing and making life what you dream it to be… surely these things can’t come over night or I’d have them already. Many many sighs but I’m learning ever so much and hopeful that maybe just maybe a handful of my nearly 100 tomatoes will make it.